“life will be better in spring”

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hmm. this is specially dedicated to huimin joanne and those who read my blog like really often.

yeah. i know i havent been blogging..but its really darn tiring in jc lah. its like school trainings homework sleep. that's a day. and you'll have to repeat that like 5 times a week. sighh. i cant even find a right time to blog an entry. hardly go online too. owells. i think im becoming a bore. seriously. like a person with no meaning in life lah. like what huifang said this mrng when we came to sch together this mrng, we dont even know why we go to ijc almost every mrng. its almost meaningless! its ironic. but we still go to ij anyway. almost everyday. like mon tues wed thurs fri. yarr.

tmr's release of o level results. how am i feeling? i dont know what to feel. teachers at ij have been asking me what i expect. i told her 12. BUT when i thought of my reply, i didnt dare to hope for that much anymore. its like you hope you get this, but then, the higher the hopes the greater the disappointments. isnt that what they always say??

then again, they say that you must be confident of yourself ang tell yourself you'll be able to get what you expect. before i let my hopes waver into confident ones again, i received a message from dearest abby, asking me if ive heard that you need 93 to get an a1 for e math and that many ppl didnt do well for eng and ss.

know how i felt then? a piece of glass dropped from the 100th storey. *bang* it must be me. i must be one of them. then, confidence level was near zero.

i realy dont know what to expect. teacher's over here have like told us whatever the results, dont get too upset and all. like how is that going to happen?! its not as easy as they think, just accepting your lousy score for what it is. owells. i guess what is donr is done. and if i need to cry about my results...i'll do it tmr.

btw, im like blogging at school. so now its like time for math tutorial! oh no. hate it. ):

so long.