“life will be better in spring”

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hello huimin and to the rest of the world.haha.i feel so stuck up.how come how come.

i jst realised i dont wna be seventeen.i will feel so unaccomplished and OLD.ohmg.i dont wna be old la, AND unaccomplished.that's the worse.i should spend my remaining days of "sweet" sixteen wisely like what huimin said.hahaha.how how how.im so busy i cant even think straight!tmr would be another week.and its the end of november alrd.so friggin fast.what has the world come to?its spinning too fast!dont you agree with me.hahaha.i need more time.i NEED time to pause, stop and WAIT for me before it plays again.desperately.but, newsflash.that's never gg to happen.oh darn.

life is full of questions.dont you think so?well at least i think it is la for me.things may seem so simple on the outside, but they're not.yeah easier said then done.somethings are jst not meant to be.but i guess khay's right.whatever happens, happens for a reason.and i'd rather think of them as setbacks for improvement rather than failures tt bring me a step closer to giving up.

its cca again tmr.boo there's no volleyball trng. ): i havent been there for so darn long!hahaha.aye!have to work again tmr.a few more units camie!!!i'm awaiting better days to come.i can tell they're coming soon.hehe.and hey!im not here to whine about my life.i bet ive seen more than some people, to be SO friggin thankful for all that i have now.we should all be shouldnt we?TGIF.my primary six class!i'll rmb tgif, and the empty vessels.of cos my mates as well.(: i miss jurong sec times so much!jc hasnt been better.or has it?maybe its jst tt i was being too disillusioned to realise all that has been happening ard me.

i should start realising things now.before its all too late!hahaha.i few so behind and slow.like some windows 92 software.HELP.people my age or even much YOUNGER have achieved more things and seen the world more than i have.sometimes i really do wonder, what have i been doing all these yrs?perhaps its time to stop wondering and get down to action.

a long post!tootles!<3

this really stinks.to love or loathe you.i really dont know.