“life will be better in spring”

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competition's in a weeks time.first match against IJC.and where are we?jst deeper into a completely screwed situation.

sometimes,all it takes is team effort and understanding.TEAM UNITY.but they never even existed in the jj team at all.im so upset by all these.not all will feel the way i do.but some others do.you'll never know how its feels unless you've really been through it.IT SUCKS.like totally.i dnt wna hate the team.but whats the problem?why arent we addressing it at all?we have no more time left.okay.maybe its jst me.i have not much of time left.i want to achieve something in the name of volleyball.and this is my last chance.i dont want it to go busted.but it already is.and now its even more screwed than it already was in the beginning.main 6 doesnt bother me anymore.i'll jst submit to the fact that im just not good enough for the team.its just that its so WASTED to see a pretty good team like us to under perform.nobody likes losing.it doesnt matter whether we make it or not to the upper levels of nationals.it REALLY doesnt matter.so long as we've got each other,i really think it doesnt matter.why cant we bond as a team?where's all that disparity coming from?i really want to know.all these has been making us all so upset.i really hope we can make it.but how to if everybody is not willing to speak up?you have problems,you open your mouth and say.if not,dont be upset all your life for god knows what reasons.WE KNOW you're upset.but how are supposed to help you if you dont throw it out?i really want all these unhappyness to go away.why cant we be as bonded as the other teams?why must all these happen when we're only one week away?

this is no one's fault i know.but dont you all see?everyone plays a part in making the whole situation better!even the coach.dont belittle yourselves.and everyone should just start playing a part, and treating trngs more seriously.like really.

i hate all this.