“life will be better in spring”

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the heart broke into a million shattered pieces.



and she knows that she has sank too deep.

i seriously need to get the priorities in my life right.ive really got to STOP STOP STOP watching nemo.I LOVE IT!okay,this has to stop.life has been,upsettingly boring.not the least bit of fun.i wna go bowling soon.

feeling irritated today.i was pissed for 5mins jst now,after not being so for a rather long time.but the reason was dumb.oh well.yknw what,that nice sweet cute stuff has stm. :D

hanging out at the club with shida today.wasnt that bad.hahaha.i jst realised that my friends around me never fail to crack me up.including those who "lame" early in the mrng at 10am.haha. :D yes,its you.i love them so much.they never fail to brighten my day.

me:do you smell fertiliser?
friend:fertiliser?what does it smell like?
me:dung?
friend:oh,haha.(takes a whiff of the air,and gives a weird look)i only smell goreng pisang!

both of us burst out laughing.AH,what do i do without them? (:

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

i was so bored i couldnt help doing the test. :D hahaha.love that mean boy!

ive a feeling i'll end up blogging every mrng this time for the next few days.im so bored!meeting shida later for lunch at bb.oh well.ive to get into active MAO-ism soon.haha.


you're my sweetest dream come true. <3

woke up earlier tdy.couldnt sleep.oh wells.pictures!

the family
wendy,chingyee,i.
dad again.hahaha.

trio!

some table shot that my bro thinks is artistic.haha

with cousin yeejie.he's so cute!

okay.no more photos!i hope you're better! ):

ah.jst got back from hyatt.si jie's wedding dinner! :D she's so pretty.shall upload the pictures tmr.food wasnt as good as i thought.but nevertheless,quality time spent!
nianen get well!

and camie's back!hahaha.feel honoured. :D

we won sicc tnght 3-2!woohoo! ((:

bug off losers.

i feel happy today.ironically!maybe its cos i managed to make nianen happy.hahaha.shocking/over-the-top schedules for econs and hist extra lessons for june are engulfing me.you can jst see the horrible notes hovering above my head.man,i wished i was in science.then again,what's so bad about being in arts?and what am i doing?i keep contridicting myself.darn it,life SUCKS for sure.i dnt wna face tmr.gp tca 4,math test back,perhaps?sea hist test was back tdy and i alrdy suffered from a heart attack.and wtheck,SEA hist make up lect at 1630 tmr,when i end school supposedly at 1200.splendid!i shall rot to death.totally spoil my whole day tmr.

and i wna go to interclub on sat!but i cant,there's a dinner.not like i dnt want to go for the dinner too.haha.(: anyhow,i hope we win!

i jst realised sth.today's the 24th.which means,its 6 more months to my birthday.hahaha.

happy birthday meijun! :D

im so sorry if i totally messed your mind up reading this entry.its jst gna get worse i assure you.my randomness and it all.so if one day,i forget you,please do forgive me.

oh yes.AND GOOD LUCK FOR ALL THOSE CHEM SPA-ERS TMR!hahaha. :D why am i so loving this?being random i mean.

finally done with my copyrighted masterpiece!hahaha.(:

school's becoming such an empty chore.so much,that it's making me so tired.havent been seeing you too.oh!i realised how a war can brainwash innocent cute little kids.i dont know.its scary somehow.

katjes yogurt gums are SO not good.

oh no.im becoming more random with each passing day.did you realise?



caught s3 today after a million years.it was not too bad i thought,made me SAD aft the movie though.yeah,i know its quite dumb.ji was sleeping thru the movie.hahaha.watching the movie made me soonkheng and huiting jolt a number of times in our seats.pretty hilarious too,the table vibration scene made me laugh so much! :D

AHH.i feel so tired i dnt feel like waking up anymore.

math test tmr.sampling & hypothesis. ):

i love us! <33
fartlek champions.(:

4x100 was such a disappointment on my part ystdy.i let all of you girls down.i know you girls really wanted to win it.i was too slow.):

sports meet was oh-so-good though.the girls won fartlek tgt!YAY.we were all so happy winning it we all started cheering so hard aft tt.haha.arts rock!linin was smiling and running at the same time cos she was last runner and we were alr leading alot by then.satisfaction. :D

gideon was telling me that alot of people escaped sports meet ystdy, crawling out of some hole from the tennis courts.HAHAHA.i thot it was pretty hilarious until nianen said he escaped too.

i havent been dng anything today. ): linin's song is stuck in my head.i dont love you, like i did, yesterday.dont let this point of time be the max!


sth's been eating into my stomach since 6am ystdy mrng every few seconds.well it feels as if so.AH.sucks la,so painful.

i jst realised how much i missed trngs with the team today aft celebrating jo's and stella's bday.I FEEL SO SAD. ): life's been oh-so-tiring,ive been losing weight too.not like its a bad thing. :D ATTACK!hahaha.MAO-ism.

feelings make one make the wrong decisions?

econs test tmr.shoot me dead.

Michael Buble – Everything

You're a falling star,
You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah,
When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing.
You're every line,
you're every word,
you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

i think im having lag time.like one day behind the real date today.life sucks.

i wna talk to you, alot alot. ):

i jst did some "how chinese are you?" test.and then,i comfirmed myself as only HALF chinese.that jst affirms that i may have looked indian all my life cos they said chinese have small eyes.(like so totally not true.stupid test)

sicc tnght.

OH PLEASE!I DONT LOOK INDIAN!!!

i seriously think im getting old.ive to type my password 7 odd times over again to get myself to this page.1hr of piano will leave my fingers aching.45 mins of essay writing left me braindead with backache headache and hand-ache.aftermath of history test,HEART-ache.nah,it was alr aching before that.

sometimes,i wonder who you really are.

AH!lynette lee!i really miss you alot alot alot!!!i wished we were back in sec 1 when we were in volleyball tgt!i really miss those times in jss vball.san jiao ku exposure tgt and stuff.embarrassing terrorising moments there.i'll nvr forget the way you sha qiu.(haha)anw,vball in jss came to a tragic ending for me.and you?(maybe not)and not forgetting choir times too.LOVES ALOT! <3

the feeling of loneliness creeping into oneself really aint nice at all.

gp tca 4 tmr. ):

RASCAL FLATTS

"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

jst ran for 4 x 100m trials.totally screwed up situation.dont wna talk abt it.ran w the girls.4 of us, 01:04:08 mins.sigh.im so dead tmr.econs and math test.okay.LOVE ECONS.its supposed to help right?haha.

its the same old story everytime.

puddian!(haha.okay.this was random. :D)

not like i hated you from the start.but i dnt give a damn about you now.you can take all your whatevers back and swallow them yourself.dnt rant about it in front of me.i hate it.jst SHUT UP! and step away.i nvr thot i'd feel this way abt you.not like i want to dammit.

jst played volley at tiong's cc with bestie and jt.was tired then.but im feeling energetic now.where are you?

sometimes,i really hope that we can talk more often.really would love talking to you and sharing loads of stuff like we most of the time do.its sad how life can be so demanding at times.but since it has to be this way,then there's really nth we could do either, cept for those encouragements.(which btw,helps ALOT. :D) i regret those times when there is time and space to talk and i always give it up.i also dnt know why.

okay,enough of all that randomness.the long expired pictures! :D