“life will be better in spring”

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i feel like its something i did wrong,
3 days ago.
i dnt know,
you jst never spoke about it.
and i wished that you have.
i'd rather you told me how you felt for every second,
everyday.
than to leave me stranded,
with all my thoughts run wild.
i'm sorry if ive upset you in anyway,
really want things to go back to the way they were before.
would they ever?


lucks definitely not been on my side ever since i got my haircut.

oh golly,
i feel so terrible. ):

hello.
a pretty nice day tdy.
bowled a 244.

saw gary at taman macs.we talked.haha.quite happy to see him la!after so long.well,his handwriting like still as neat as ever.and i think he can do trigo math better than me now.





thanks chin,my hair.


twenty-second


my oh my,i miss council.
yes,even when they pull my hair.
once a 226,always a 226 <3

my hair,
is screwed.
my life sucks pretty much as well.
everything is not well.

im so sorry germs!
why arent you talking to me anymore. ):

i know ive been an idiot,
saying all those things.

really look retarded

its such a disappointment.how could this happen.oh sigh.it was pretty much the case though.

lighter note,
mids are through.no,not the results yet,but yeah.you knw what i mean.i feel like crap.

im so sorry im like this.im feeling so confused!

why everytime when i feel like PARTY-ING for once,no one's free for me?double boo.
i want to parttaye. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!
youre like a big brother.haha.all the best!(:
& i will try to go for interclub more often.hehe.

i need,

to breathe.

there are somethings that i really want to say it out loud,but i know i cant.cause,i jst knw i cant.this is the point in life that you'd feel like breaking down and letting go.but its so not possible,for it's been so long.i cant go on anymore,or i'd be writing a novel.

FRIDAY & SATURDAY,here i come baby! :D

managed to find back the love i had for you when i was in first 3 mths.so happy.(: having tried being a mugger for the past days,its not working & its frying up my brain real quick,tt i think they taste nice now.haha.eww.lynette are we meeting! :D

you promised you'd always be there.so i guess,i jst expected too much from that.maybe i jst pictured you to be what you're not.

oh my gosh.today is thursday.

the bk trainee manager at raffles place' marketplace asked for my ez-link cos i ordered a student meal.he stared at it for quite some time and laughed at it.well technically,he didnt burst out laughing,but yeah.the whole point is,he looked at my card and LAUGHED.oh wells.i may be a bulk of joke sometimes they say.so long as it makes you happy alright.

the days are nearing,and the fatigue is building.no outing today,no camp.im jst so tired.i need a break and lots of fresh air!oh boo.

why must we do this?why must you do this?

i dnt like it.):

HAPPY BIRHTDAY AYLWINNS!! :D

oh my,i need more time.youth challenge tmr.i need intensive studying soon,havent been doing much!

miss nianen!and lynette too of course.haha.

aye,whats with that whole issue on hard work and reeling good results as reward?total bull.

she worked,she failed,she zonked out.TOTALLY.give up on her,for she deserves no such encouragement.

im falling for joshua.<3 im serious!haha.okay,i think only nianen knows what im talking abt.oh wells.i miss subway.

okay,since friendster isnt giving me access,and i cant get to see ji's comment,shall post a little.

days have been all-so-bad,that they keep me wondering what's wrong.had a sinful lunch(30 laps soon).the workload for mids are ever so high,i'll never make it through.bowled today.fingers hurt cos my nails were long and my brother stole my nail clipper from my toolbox.oh wells.




at national age group

last match today,thunder through alright.(:

im so scared abt what the future has to offer me,or even IF it has anything to offer.but whatever it is,dnt let it be a dead end.

you asked me how life was,and if i was doing okay.
my reply to you,life sucks but im trying to cope with it well.