“life will be better in spring”

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sound of settling

this is not a time to start slacking and not do work. yet i can't help it, but to slack the whole day off. it's been good, can't wait for wed to be over now. &i think its amazing how i can sit bus rides and come out of them with bruises on my kneecaps. srsly the seats are so jam-packed tgt i've no space for my legs especially if i've to share a seat. and annoying people jst cannot sit down properly, they've to plop their asses so hard onto the seat like they purposely want to break it. &when i've my knees cramped up at the back of that seat, i don't exactly need that force to come and bruise my knees further. its not like i'm very tall, quite short actually; ah poor tall people.
okay that was pretty random(: el1101e was a nightmare, i'm glad its done! hours are zooming past; May would be here soon. embrace!
6days

eeps. i went to have a haircut straight after nm2219 today, when i was supposed to be studying for the paper tmr. awesome work hahah. anyway, my head feels lighter &its pretty drastic considering the fact that my ponytail length reduced by half ): really cannot wait for english to be over.

oh &p/s. geraldine told me people get paid to blog like xx or those who have nuffnang on their blogs. i'm pretty curious about it, like how i'm thinking; dyou have to have a specific style of blogging or content to get paid? i do not read xx, but hell yeah i know she has 10,000 viewerships a day compared to my 10 or less. so what's the contract between paid bloggers and the 'employers' again? really interesting how far media influences go especially on the internet, and this whole definition &intention of blogging is really evolving i find. hm at this point in time, i think of no one, other than mr gui hahaha(:

8days

&faith is key

ah, made my night! thanks pahboya(:

all those things to steal your heart

how silly it has been.

13 days(:

its heading nowhere

why am i always left, feeling confused everytime i talk about you?
i want to wake up forgetting you exist.
i think it'll do me most justice.

speak up, dnt stay silent.
i do not like it when you keep quiet and say nothing.

& i want to know what's wrong with you, because believe it or not
it worries me when you say nothing.

& you;
don't expect me to know everything. i hate it.

with nothing left to say

its amazing how many times i've lied to myself about certain things; like how i'm gg to study now, when there's not gg to be any action.
like how i'll make myself forget, but it didnt go away.
its a long ride till may 6th, and i wonder if i'll make it. i think i should get an award if i do. hahah(:

the sems over, and i'm missing school alrdy. can't believe i jst said that.
happy birthday bro!

but honestly, not another warning letter ):

touch my hand








worn out spaces

for how long and how much i wanted to put that away,
i have.
& for you,
i don't know why it always seems so easy.

& to you,
i hope you've been truthful and sincere,
though i don't see it coming.

& you, yknw who you are! thanks for being there for me when i suck(:
xoxo.

heartbreak through the door

uss today. ):
i need inspiration for black. desperately.
the day is not fine. i don't like projects ):

too much. too long

saw you from the distance

a break from my crazy 6 hours-straight-classes-thursday. feels great. i mean at least lecture on game writing was pretty interesting(: i'm feeling excited for everything that's gg to happen after exams, presentations and papers. right now, things to do are aplenty ):

trng last night was much fun! next week's uss week week after would be presentations and papers! zomgg. dreading it but i should really get black up and going. & i missed american idol yst! darn it.

okay i should scoot off to class. later!

reach out to you, touch my hand