“life will be better in spring”

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groove on lovely

so the weekend has been really eventful. friday evening was spent at ian's to surprise ruth darling for her 20th(: it was really good(: got back a little late. saturday mrng was a hard time waking up at early 7ish for nus open. oh gosh i bowled the most terrible stuff i've seen in eons. but its alright hehe. i think(: really awesome few hours spent w pauline, leti and cc though! it was all good fun with macs for lunch! :DD
rushed back to pack and leave for school to stay over at huijuan's w emi and bacca. ohmygosh, i was so tired i zonked out in like minutes. slept 3 hours and got drenched in the heavyheavyheavy merciless rain today. was at the finishing line and collecting the position cards, when people came crashing in while i was dripping, soaking wet from the pour ): it was really coldd! the run got cancelled, disappointing.
headed back, had the best hot shower(: i shall resume to snoozing really soon, reallyreally tired. tmr marks the start of another longish week! ):

but on a lighter, happier note; fish porridge ftw tmrw! :DD hehehee

i wanna hold your hand

hello, its only week three since school started. year 2, semester one, 2 level 2000s, 2 level 3000s, and one usp. i'm srsly crashing under all that load. i'm so darn tired with sunig, nus open and multiple multiple trngs! oh gosh. final destination and volleyball really soon though. happy happy(:

sixx

if you had to know;

it wasn't your looks, nor was it your status.
not your plentiful popularity, or your physique.
never the hair, wasn't all that sweet talk.

it was your heart.
but i doubt you care now.

stop, &breathe

i've to really start doing that. plenty to do so little time.
its volunteering for f1 later in town, 4-9pm. come say hi if you see me alright!(: ah hopefully it'd be fun. this week's been really fast; school, trngs, lunches and dinners. hopefully it'd get better. i'm craving for business' fruit juice mix!(: ruth, lets go drink on monday! :D

so i watched management with emi yst. its a film by jennifer aniston. surprisingly hilarious, &touching. not bad a way to end off a friday night. tutorials start next week, and yes, of course i'm dreading it. everybody is. you're not normal if you don't hahaha.

NUS Open and SUniG very soon, like next week on. hopefully the ankle gets better by then, if not its gg.

utilitarianism

hello. so maybe i can be happy for a while, oddly, since things haven't been gg exactly great for me. sprained ankle, hectic trng schedule, school. but yknw what, i've decided to be smiles for now. friends look at me and they think i'm forever cheery, but i am not. doesn't matter now though(: i have my ups and downs, and its life i suppose. even though i'm facing it alone, so be it. learnt that there's no point brooding over it. &i really think my days have been better ever since japan(: maybe its a sign to fly more often, hehe. psychological right? raise your hand if you wna fly with me!(:

do the things you do, because doing so makes you happy(: even just for a little while

i forgot; that's all you say

oh my goodness. trng schedule's out for the next 5 weeks, and i see my hectic days approaching. 3 times a week plus saturday, not to forget wednesday. which makes 4 days a week! reminds me of volleyball trngs back in jss, but of course bowling's more relaxed. school's been anal so far, really hard core classes ): &now the b-word makes me worried.

school spells no-life. hello? whatever happened to harry potter and UP? ): ):

you think you're loving, but you don't love me

the first week of a most tiring friday ever is over. still feeling abit of here and there. its weird, i've never expected to feel like this since that long ago. so i guess its amazing fate caught up on me. just don't, like you promised. &dont. don't forget the promises you made, again.
if i was open and honest, would you be receptive? dnt let me go, please.

happy birthday linin & mummy! (:

you.

i don't like this feeling of up &downs. it feels really unsettling, and its bad i know. gosh the week's been mad somehow. not stressful (yet), but mentally, physically, emotionally draining.

G. I. Joe tmr finally(: channing tatum was in 5minutes of Public Enemies too. he's so darn cute hehe. i feel tired having to live up to my own expectations, as well as others'.
i forgot how it is like to feel relaxed.

i love camwhoring w the macbook pro(: love you ruth!♥

jai ho

finally.
goodbye uqr2311.
you've been a lovely partner(:

roll-offs in 2 hours. i'm feeling so tired. looking forward to dinner w sara and gen though♥
i wna watch G. I. Joe so bad ):
school in two days yo.

you thought wrong

why do i always end up being the talking-buddy even when i refuse to be? ohwells sigh.

roll-offs last night was alright, though my blister's getting really scary. i have no inspiration for japan paper, despite charlie's awesome kind help last night. oh gosh. roll-offs again tmr afternoon. i'm feeling so tired, &i thought the last week of holidays should be enjoyable? ):
i'm suddenly missing the days, and people in japan a lot.

where are you?

if i were a boy

hello. so i'm back in singapore &i'm so darn sleepy right now. i can feel my eyebags touching the floor ): the blister on my thumb isn't going to recover very soon if i keep bowling like this. ugh &tmr's sunig roll-offs. dang it. ah, i have to wake up. assignments aplenty! boo. so many things to complete, so little time for me.

i miss talking to you

lose control

awesome shopping partner & i, with the last dinner! at some western restaurant w a really cute toilet. breath of fresh air after soo much japanese food(:

okay so its goodbye japan &hello singapore tmr. its (: and ): some really nice japanese friend's i'll miss so much ):
i've so many assignments undone, &left to complete by saturday. shoot me please ): oh, i got all my modules but i spent sooo much this semester i'm upset ): i will not miss pre-allocation again. ):

eeps its august! ):