“life will be better in spring”

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like we jst dnt care

its 2am, a bad time to be still awake. baby jst went to sleep and its 5am over at melbourne alrdy! terrible habit. &silly me, being hungry, ate 6 gobstoppers in a row, now i regret. doubt i'd be able to sleep soon. chris and kao are off to india tmr! how adventurous and fun (: i can't wait for my bangkok in julyy.

okay, its definitely time for use essay tmr. i really need to start penning it down. no more delays chinglee, no more.

oh, my lappie's flat. time to go!
goodnight (:

love, is a higher law

my flu's better, i'm glad (: i haven't started on use essay! its sthg to panic about, yet i'm looking forward to completing it by the weekend alrdy. hopefully it happens. i should be a happier person by the end of next thursday! when intercultural midterms are over. then, it'll be time for all the mad projects to be done.

llgt, i miss you ♥

maybe its true

roll-offs went not bad. could've been better. and i'm glad i sacrificed american idol to take a peek at my computer. sooo glad! really happy right now (:

feels like you're with me again ♥

hate this part right here

i'm horribly, horribly sick. didnt realise my voice changed so much, till i met audrey at as walkway and we started talking. yes, i sound really sexy right now. like man-sexy.

and yknw, i srsly think nus should stop admitting so many people into fass. its getting mad crowded. walkways congested, canteen full, people everywhere! that, or maybe they should make arts bigger. i don't know why we're living in an old, not-so-clean environment. ugh, school. on top of that rubbish, i've been too lucky today, bumped into many friends, and i borrowed books for use essay, so i'm pretty much happy right now, despite my bad leaking nose (:

virus, stop attacking me! go find another best friend ):
& i miss my glee. a hell lot ):

unchained melody

trng at the club was bad. tmr will be better (:

i miss you baby ♥

world of our own

the weather's madly warm recently. &i fell sick again. i have a really weak immune system, think i have to change it real soon ): been drowning myself in water everyday, jst to keep that sore throat at bay. you should too, if you're feeling kinda sick. i know everyone's falling ill of late, so please take care of yourselves! (:

i have a feeling i'm gna have to start bowling regularly soon. been slacking for too much, too long. i've set some sorta goal for myself, it seems workable, hopefully. thinking and talking about it over with sara and gen makes me wna laugh. ohwell the work in school's piling like mad, i had better start clearing them. i miss the days in jc, when i could still have a sense of myself even when junting called me "bangla-eyes" and all. uni is so unfeeling. i don't know, it feels as if everyone's not real, even yourself. how sad isn't it?

and i bumped into someone today, i felt so darn bad for not remembering his name when he rmbs mine. i'm still trying to figure it out, its bugging me bad ): sorry i forgot! i think it's actually better that i forget people's names and not their faces. i have bad memory and i admit i need to get that changed too. dangg. okay i'm talking nonsense, a sign for a short nap (:

two, is better than one ♥

i missed baby online tnght ): stayed out in school too late. hopefully i'll catch him tmr. i'll come home early, and camp on my lappie, wait for him to come on. heh :D i hate mondays. on top of the monday-blues i have school 10am to 8pm. how sad and pathetic. nonetheless, relieving once its done with. i need to complete so many things, intercultural midterms, use essay and cultural indus essay. oh boo ): and im still clueless abt computing.

i'm in a terrible and not awesome position. i know.
oh & i'm so glad second life's over! (: i hate getting lost when trying to teleport. and with that, i conclude; i suck at computer games. ohwell. trng at the club soon, it has been so long since i last did that. hopefully it'll be fun. i can't wait for july to come (:

make em' good girls, go bad.

suddenly had the urge to go sailing again. not the being scared of sharks part definitely. been lagging real bad in school work. should get it up, organised and running in the brain soon. loveee ljs breakfast (:

it's tomorrow! ♥

oooh italiaa

nine was good. the choreography was splendid, though the songs got a lil' too loud and draggy toward the end of the two-hour long film. the favourite's prolly fergie's italia scene. can't wait for my breakfast tmr mrng.

i'm feeling angsty. don't really wna talk.
goodnight.

all we do is linger

i'm so glad i completed computing assignment! so thats one thing i can strike off my long list of to-dos. it'll be intercultural communications' notes for company tnght. &hopefully baby will be online (: tmr's out with ruth again, then sunday would be big small soldier with lyn and hf. aah, this weekend should be lovee ♥

met gen and sara in the mrng for brunch at pho hoa. my beef steak and meatballs pho was so awesome, i love that restaurant (: i miss dining with baby though ): loads of assignments due the following weeks! my 4.5, here i comee! (:

sometimes i jst forget, say things i might regret.

caught valentines day at cathay today w ruth, after the favourite fp at holland (: after that was mad walking, right up to far east plaza. ohmy, it was madness! had macs for dinner. BAD ): i'm so glad i didn't make a trip to faruq's. sigh i feel so depressed.

i miss babyy ):
why did you leave me here alonee ):

i wna hold on to, long.

caught baby online, and on webcam. happy atm (: hopefully he comes home soon!

being silly at uitm (: to the alley every mrng at 8am was no joke.

invincible

i can't believe baby actually mistook leroy(?) for angel. they're so different! now looking at stitch facing leroy on the puzzle ball's quite weird. he's like the bad guy (which is supposed to be me!) so sad luh ): angel's like how prettyy HAHAHA (:

i'm so tired, my mind's in a mess. i'm gna go concuss. avatar tmr! (how laggy is thatt) &i'm still wondering if intercultural midterms is next week. sigh! can't wait for wed and friday! and then it'll be a week closer till baby comes back! :D
i hope he contacts me soon (:

how to touch a girl; for dummies

i'm such a bad liar.
carry me forever, would you?

different

yesterday was so much fun out with ruth! :D even with someone pissing me off toward the end of the day as usual. but ohmyy, l4d's soo fun! and i hate valentine's day was sooo awesome! well, this year's valentines may be the one i'd really hate in 20 years of my life! jc two valentines was soo fun though(: and im actually looking forward to chinese new year now. for some reason(: and i'm feeling a little relieved that i am! i can't wait for fridayy to come, and maybe its time to get alex out. been owing him that for too long! mahjong soon, with the neighbours :D sthg to be excited about.
aah, then after all that fun, its gna be work work work. time for books and papers. sickening, but thats the way my life is! suckss (:

perhaps it was all a bad idea,
and that a clean break will do fine.

i alrdy feel nonchalent. its a fine time you chose to go, and you should.
i don't hate you, actually i feel quite the opposite. its just too bad, its not working out at all, because you do not understand me, or what i want. you never listen though you say you do.
just go.

okay! (: can't wait for my steamboat tnght! yummyy. all of you should give me your portion of abalone if you dnt like it. its okay, i'll take it in fats for you(: my lumps of relaxed muscles (LORMS) will do fine. i've no one to impress anyway(:

happy chinese new year everyone! (:

this innocence

so i bought stuff from cherninshan for cny! have yet to do the transfer for cheryl. soon dear! i'm thankful i can fit in them heh. i went to look at my photos from last month and this month, and i finally understood why people said i lost alot of weight. ohwells.

i need strength to let you go. i can't even look you in the eye, and say a proper goodbye. why's it sooo hard? i don't know, really. i'm not as strong as i seem, or as you perceive me to be. perhaps this was all a huge mistake.
boo. i need my drinking buddy. ho quanrong, where are you! i need to get drunk, perhaps its the best way. maybe tmr, i'll get drunk on fp and xxl chicken. oh sigh baby.

i can't do it )':

ooh, this is my most dslr-ish shot so far with my canon ixus. new camera please! :D

will you still love me tmrw?

school's been an ass. the sickness, even worse.
baby's leaving in a week. boo ):