hello. mid-terms was really hard. roll-offs really bad. so the mood's really depressing right now. sometimes, the more you expect of yourself or others, the more it'll slip away. it's so difficult having to do sthg your mind asks you to, but your heart refuses to budge. can't wait for the week to fly by. i need to be occupied with things, work and outings maybe, so i won't have time to think. &that was what you've always disliked about me ain't it?