“life will be better in spring”

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these are my confessions

caught dear john today w ruthless. not as emotional as i expected to turn out. loved my foods today. ate a hell lot, which means the mood's gg awry again. deadlines are finally done with for a short while. bowling's been bad. everything seems to be on a down hill.

i know things people say to me are true, and that i should be more rational and take those advices because its all for the best. but its easier said than done.
i jst dnt know what happened to you, and i wished that you would tell me. but its so hard to trust, to expect any form of change. tell me what i should do, because i really don't know.