i really feel my stress level increasing by the second. either from my self-expectations, from friends or from comments i'm hearing of everywhere. maybe all i need is a simple dinner and half a day hang out to destress. but then again, if i recall the scene i saw on sunday, i'll somehow always manage to convince myself, that i am definitely not giving in more than 30% for this coming exams. sometimes i do ask myself, why am i so lazy? i sincerely hope i do not get any thing lower than a B this semester. especially for computing. its scaring me! okayyy rj45 and ethernet! i will study you soon ):