“life will be better in spring”

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you've gotta ignite

i feel kinda odd. maybe i'm not prepared for china at all.
or maybe, sthg is just amiss, sthg that i can't really pin-point.
but still, i pray that all goes well.

the past weeks have been mundane, and empty.
perhaps it's the really bad gloomy weather in sgp recently.
hello? it's chinese new year, means sun, not rain!
boo.
i feel like having this tunisian tomato stew from wild honey, tmr mrng for breakfast.
sugar-daddy please?

ten more days (:
let em' be awesome, splendid, candid days!!
positive, positive & more positive.

should've known you was trouble

this is going to be an empty blog post; empty as in no thoughts, nthg deep.
just air-in-the-brain ramblings.

anyhow, i chipped a nail while bowling league just ):
and today just wasn't as fun as i expected it to be.
every single time, before i bowl for sthg, i'll feel tingly all over.
tnght just didn't do me much justice.

the past few nights have been continuous nightmares about myself, missing my flight to shanghai, or not packing enough.
i actually dreamt that i was alrdy running late, and mummy still insisted on shopping. (i don't really know where the link is)
but reality is, i really have no clue as to what i should pack.
i've never been in winter before, and i don't know what it'd be like.
when people tell me 'oh, it's gna be cold. wear more.', i think, hello? like i know what 'cold' really is. the coldest i've been was probably genting.
hurr.

twenty days to a huge adventure, though daunting at the same time.
breakfast, starhub then china visa centre tmr.

is it over yet?

this is as hard as it gets,
and this is what it feels like to really cry.

if anyone asks,
i'll tell them that we just grew apart.